go on girl

two posts in so many days. what the buggery is wrong with me?

work was an absolute trial yesterday and i about died with exhaustion. and i broke with my saturday night tradition and didn't manage to leave early either. all this was not contributing to happy josh. instead it lent to a very sleepy and irritable josh. it was not enjoyable.

I'm feeling alright today however, which may have something to do with the fact that I slept until 1 in the afternoon. that's right ladies and gentles. 13.00. i dreamt that someone said they recognised me from that 'i'm running sainsbury's' show they're broadcasting on channel4 just now. hillairious, in every way except from being actually funny.

i've had quite a lot of boy-centric drama recently. been blown off three times by the same guy, and not in the good way. which is a complete pisstake. once i could forgive, two i was pissed but could have got past it, three is just a total joke. I was so angry, but he thinks it's alright for him to phone me when he's feeling a bit upset and i'll talk him down.

no regard to my feelings, they're inconsequential, but his are all consuming and clearly more important. asshole. one word to sort it all.

so today i'm planning on sitting and chilling, watching some shit weekend t.v. and possibly do a bit of monoprinting if I can find my printing ink. i'm wanting to get ahead on my book i have to make for uni, and i think that if something's not broken, don't fix it. monoprints have worked fine in the past, so why not now? you don't know? neither do i.

peace out