i am oddly smelly today which is understandable because I had a HORRIBLE sleep last night. kept having really insane and lifelike dreams about bizarre things like being in the underground with the house lights on and chatting to randoms.
so aaanyway, have absconded from my throne in the city center and am back kipping at mum and dad's for a little while. i am deeply enjoying the fact that i can eat while being skint and mum's even go so far as to buy me fags. i'm sensing that they miss me and are enjoying having me back, even if i've been a moaney little twat who doesn't stop whinging about boys/being skint/work/people irritating me. i think i even had a little whinge about there being nothing on t.v. oh mr moir, how far you have fallen.
i think i'm feeling bad about the whole moan factor because it's completely unnessecary. i have very little real problems to moan about right now. summer is stretching in front of me like a long persian rug with a very exciting pattern to it, i have somewhere to live next year which isn't whitfield, enjoying making new friends while still chilling with old ones. life is blissfully simple at the minute. how long it stays that way we will see. possibly the only constant present is my complaining.
on a completely different note tambot leant me a short guide to nearly everything which i am possibly enjoying yet detesting at the same time. im enjoying the tiny pieces of new information it's given me. i'm not enjoying the pages upon pages i'm having to read in order to get to this new information. filled with things i already know, and not to sound like a prick, but understand better than the author. the three paragraphs on doppler shift being the biggest example i can think of.
in other news relatives from london have landed in dundee and are depending on me for a good time. perscription from doctor pressure is in the post. i hate to break the news to them that i'm fully booked all weekend. they'll just have to look to the other members of my family with interesting social lives to keep them occupied... could be a boring visit for all of them.
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